Life Sucks

Life really sucks, it has this certain way of slapping you in your face and telling you, "Wake up asshole, it's time to live life..." Or something like that. I don't know why all of the sudden I feel that my worst fears are coming to light, for starters, I hate abandonment, I can't feel abandoned, or that I abandoned someone, and now I feel I left everyone alone, and not only everyone else but me... I feel that I took some time to think about my life, but I didn't tell anyone and now I'm all alone. This really sucks çause I feel I'm asking for your pity, and that's the least I want. But somehow I know I'll get through this... If not the to hell with it I'll just have to move on...

Hola Mundo Cruel

Hola Mundo Cruel, he decidido decirte que eres la cosa mas incomprensible que he conocido en toda mi vida. Las noches se hacen largas esperando el dia en que pueda estar con ella. Cada dia es una razon mas de morir, me traes circumstancias que me complica mas cada momento. No se que hacer con lo que siento y quiero depejarme de todo lo relativo al positivismo te digo adios aunque se que no podre salir de tu luz de cada dia, adios mundo cruel...

Wow?

It's Valentine's Day and people are hypocritically telling others how much they love them. Please don't fall for it! Sex is only good if you honestly do it constantly, not just on special days. And remember, "Sino hay tiempo ni espacio, Sexo oral!" In english "If there's no time or space, Oral sex!"

Missing You

I miss you so much
the pain stopped hurting
I loved you so much
I forgot to breathe
Tragedy and Comedy
take over this soul
They slowly start to ponder
how to make my tears show

I escape my own feelings
To deny what I know
But life has no meaning
If I don´t let it show
So I open my heart
So you can tear it apart
But at least I know
I let it show

Hello once again

I'm back, wow, nothing big. But I'm here studying a lot and taking care of my dad. He's got pnuemonia...Bye?