Breath of Despair

Death caught up to us,
Like the morning breeze to the flowers.
The least we ever thought of was death.
It waited slowly,
It watched us play,
It enjoyed the view,
Of me with you.
Just to separate us forever.
Should we have never met,
Would death have ever come for you?

We stood on the docks,
watching the waves crash into the rocks.
How beautiful they seem.
How painful it felt.
The breath of fresh ocean air,
Sprays into my face.
Smiling with you felt like heaven,
Laughing was our paradise.
There was something in the air,
I couldn't really grasp it.
It was like silent words of despair.
We breathed too much.
We became to desperate too fast.

A rush of emotions came,
And soon we became animals.
A product of despair and innocence lost.
Children playing adults
Not conscience of their lust and desire.
Fall fall into sin.
Deeper and deeper.
Until so deep in
Their only breath becomes
A Breath of Despair

Fall

Falling in despair
There is no where to turn
I kneel down on the ground
While my knees callous themselves
The signs of years of kneeling to your call
Show themselves
I start to speak to He who hears me.
For no one else does
And though sometimes I feel you near me
I feel I need you more.
There is no sacrifice I could give
But my life
Nothing is worth anything compared
To the love You have given me.
I adore You for what you have done in me.
I lose myself in your glory
Like falling without ever hitting the floor
Like descending and never landing
Like hugging a person you love
Because you feel they'll never leave.
You are my Savior
With you I shall fall wherever.