Songs for the Week

Sorry I'm late with these songs.

Blue in the Face- Alkaline Trio
Kid becomes the Dream- Aiden
Bite to break Skin- Senses Fail
Chinga tu Madre- Molotov
Disolve and Decay- Hawthorne Heights
Fear of the Dark- Iron Maiden
Tu Carcel- Marco Antonio Solis

Atreyu and Hawthorne Heights' new CD came out!!!!

Closer, Deeper, and so much Stronger

Last night I felt you closer to me.
Last night I held you eternally.
You complimented my room so well,
Now I can die peacefully, where I dwell.
I felt myself deeper in you
Like never before.
I punctured myself as I laid
Dying on the floor.
Now you've become an object of desire.
A desire I hold all day.
But obtained only in my closure.
Breathing my last breaths
I hug you eternal.
And as I slowly escape into slumber I hold you there.
Knowing you'll never leave me at all.

To My Pillow,
Which knows only the tears
and desires I hold

Songs for the week

El Duelo- La Ley
My Heroine- Silverstein
Say Goodbye We're Falling Fast- Aiden
Damelo- La Secta
Sanitarios- Caramelos de Cianuro
Funeral of Hearts- Him
Killing Me Softly- Lauryn Hill

The Ashes turned to dust

As the fire raged on in the forest, everyone thought it would never go out. So much to burn on but now when you look at it it's all just dust.

Looking for a Reason

Suddenly I don't know what else to look forward to in life. Blah, Blah Blah, God, my sister my parents, my studies, my friends, please just don't go there. I need to feel there's more to life than this I'm seeing and I know. I understand there's more to it than that, but I don't need it know I need you, That special person in my life, that has taught me so much in so little time. I can't be living my life like there's each day is a new day, cuase it's not. Everyday is the continuation of the past. I need something more. I've started to go to church, but it's not that "wow". The pastor talked with me asked me if he could help but there's no helping me. All he said was to get a girlfriend... Big whoops. Not that I can't get one but I would just feel obligated to be with someone, I have this whole bunch of girls who like me but I don't like any as a girlfriend. Maybe it's a good thing I'm so picky, but I do feel lonely. Pen and paper help me with my threesomelike fantasies. Sex is just an act of penetration and should not be mistaken for anything else.

Phrase of the Week:
Die Virgin Go To Heaven

Songs for the Week:
Love in Autumn- Eighteen Visions
Bleeding Mascara- Atreyu
Your Sword Vs. My Dagger- Silverstein
Mr. Brightside- The Killers
Cold(acoustic)- Crossfade
Guardrail- Bayside
As The Last Light Drains- Freya

Sex and Attraction vs. True love

I never believed in what my horoscope ever said about what was going to happen. And the truth is I never will, but it's still interesting the things it says. The other day mine said "Don't confuse sex and/or attraction with true love" This was a really disturbing thing to read, being that my sex life was in the ruins, but still, I understand that I might be confusing them still. If anyone can help me with this I'd be much abliged. Just in case, I'm still not sure how to feel the difference...

It's You

It scares me to hell that I see you everywhere I go.
It confuses me more to know I didn't let go.
It gets me so jealous that I missed your show.
But no one ever cares so I guess you shouldn't know.

Devotion and Desire

Isn't it just stupid but interesting the way so many people can coincide with the same thought at a moment?
I figured something out, and it's that many people desire to be someone, or desire something, someone or whatever. But the thing is nobody actually would devote themselves to it. If you're going to be in a relationship devote yourself to the RELATIONSHIP! Don't just devote yourself to your partner.
Devotion and desire is also a song by Bayside, a great band might I add, and the song expresses what many think devotion and desire means.
People, we are living in a narscasistic world in which everthing is pleasure, desire, sex , alcohol and whatever else, we need to realize that we need to devote ourselves to something else.
Viva la Musica!!!