Suddenly I don't know what else to look forward to in life. Blah, Blah Blah, God, my sister my parents, my studies, my friends, please just don't go there. I need to feel there's more to life than this I'm seeing and I know. I understand there's more to it than that, but I don't need it know I need you, That special person in my life, that has taught me so much in so little time. I can't be living my life like there's each day is a new day, cuase it's not. Everyday is the continuation of the past. I need something more. I've started to go to church, but it's not that "wow". The pastor talked with me asked me if he could help but there's no helping me. All he said was to get a girlfriend... Big whoops. Not that I can't get one but I would just feel obligated to be with someone, I have this whole bunch of girls who like me but I don't like any as a girlfriend. Maybe it's a good thing I'm so picky, but I do feel lonely. Pen and paper help me with my threesomelike fantasies. Sex is just an act of penetration and should not be mistaken for anything else.
Phrase of the Week:
Die Virgin Go To Heaven
Songs for the Week:
Love in Autumn- Eighteen Visions
Bleeding Mascara- Atreyu
Your Sword Vs. My Dagger- Silverstein
Mr. Brightside- The Killers
Cold(acoustic)- Crossfade
Guardrail- Bayside
As The Last Light Drains- Freya
"They won't see, the fire you have lit inside of me. They look up, to the sky and wonder where you might be. They look up, without realizing they're standing in the palm of your land. I can't explain or understand. I just love you..."
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Wow you are such a complicated fellow... We all feel lonly once in life, and I can relate with that feeling right this momment...
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