Agony of Living

These past days have been just terrible for me, my cd player broke, my parents are pissed at me, (nothing New), and I don't know what me and Michelle are anymore, I mean, we haven't seen each other in a month and a week, she can't take the pain of the distance, I'm suffering every second, I'm not going to most of my classes cause I just don't care anymore, I entered in an English department Newsletter, and my life is in ruins, I love Michelle so much I feel like I lost her, not her love but her, I know Michelle loves me it's obvious, and I love her, but when parents, especially mine try to make sure I can't see her it just get harder, I do wish I could be with her now, I love her so much it's indefinite, I'm speechless at the thought of not having her with me, maybe someday we'll get back together, but I do want to be with her so much...