Life Sucks

Life really sucks, it has this certain way of slapping you in your face and telling you, "Wake up asshole, it's time to live life..." Or something like that. I don't know why all of the sudden I feel that my worst fears are coming to light, for starters, I hate abandonment, I can't feel abandoned, or that I abandoned someone, and now I feel I left everyone alone, and not only everyone else but me... I feel that I took some time to think about my life, but I didn't tell anyone and now I'm all alone. This really sucks çause I feel I'm asking for your pity, and that's the least I want. But somehow I know I'll get through this... If not the to hell with it I'll just have to move on...